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in the beginning there was the word
and the word is love
and love speaks truth and beauty
therefore, poets had to come...


Lately my focus has been on spiritual / mystic poetry, answering my call to serve what is needed in this world.  The latest books below reflect this call to serve.  Further below are samples of more spiritual poetry and life / consciousness poetry.

Latest Poetry Books
(all files in pdf format)

meet me in the mountain mist cover page

meet me in the mountain mist:
still looking for shams
leaving the ashram cover page

leaving the ashram
in the shadow of zaid's garden cover

in the shadow of zaid's garden
the rent party cover page

the rent party:
getting soul-drunk with rumi poems

 

Spiritual Poetry Samples
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the path of love
 is available to all
 who will embrace and walk this path
 none will be barred
 but each one must choose for their self
 to embrace and walk this path
 seek it not for its treasures
 although its treasures abound
 seek it not for its refuge
 although its protection is immense
 seek it not for its happiness
 although its happiness is unending
 seek it not for want or need
 although it will align your desires to divine needs
 seek it not for company
 although this road has fellow travelers
 seek it not for peace
 although peace has laid the road’s soil
 seek it only for love
 for love alone is sufficient to draw love
 and manifest its universal blessings
 for the sake of fulfilling the love of love
 
 i embrace and walk upon
 the path of love

i am
 a delicate flower in the hand of the master
 blossoming by the touch
 anointed by the breath
 sated by the sight
 (which manifests as a light from the eye)
 yet
 only a flower in the greatness of all that is

one touch of the heart
 can inspire millions
 to realize what is in their hearts
 so be careful in how you touch the heart
 (and allow the heart to be touched)
 yet let not your caution steal the tenderness
 of your touch’s embrace
 so that by inspiring one
 we may invite the inspiration of millions
 to realize what is in their hearts
 and touch their own hearts
 to inspire millions more...
 
 remember
 any beauty realized in the heart
 is a beauty universally shared
 for all hearts are connected
 in (and through) oneness

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Life / Consciousness Poetry
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poem to my unborn children
 
 asahi, perdatta
 my children, my love
 i feel your soul whispers in my eardrums
 calling me to make a way to bring you in this world
 a vow i will honor
 but hear these words before you fill your embryo with your soul
 so you can say you were foretold of what this crazy world beholds
 cause it will not be the same as the love i pray your mother’s womb consumes you with
 and i will be too immersed in happiness to yell these warnings into the womb
 so listen now
 before we venture into experience
 to find a mother who will bear the incarnation of your earthly vessel
 listen now as i say with the purity of honesty
 this is a crazy-ass world you wish to be born into
 i live in a world of broken glass bottles and bags that blow in the wind
 serving as fertilizer to the potholes in my concrete lawns
 where urban gardens seek life between the cracks in the sidewalks
 only to get pissed or shit upon by unkept dogs
 i live in a world of painted faces and untied shoes laces
 yet we wonder why we’re tripping all over each other
 i live in a world where we’re more fond of entertainment than wisdom
 where we prefer jokes over knowledge, but tragedy is never funny
 i live in a world where we o.d. on conflict
 to then detox on peace to then hit the streets to puff on that conflict stuff again
 i live in a world where we take conflict abroad
 because we don’t have peace at home
 i live in world where we feed the rats by leaving garbage on the streets
 but put mouse traps inside our apartments
 i live in a world where lonely people don’t want to be alone
 but don’t change their mindset to be able to live with a lover
 i live in a world where people buy sexy lingerie
 they’re just gonna take off anyway
 where we now seek love over the internet
 and hope it’s downloadable into real life personal experiences
 i live in a world where too many people love those who hate you and hate those who love you
 yet all is (considered) fair in love and war
 i live in a world where people have crushes on those who will break your heart
 then we collect the broken pieces, crazy glue them with emotions for our next crush
 i live in a world where people hope against hope
 and then get stuck with things no one claims they hoped for
 i live in a world where we give reality to illusions
 but completely dismiss reality -- not even treat it as an illusion
 i live in a world where finite bodies are given more credence than eternal souls
 and then we wonder why everybody is scared to die
 i live in a world where fools are crowned with degrees and selected for sovereignties
 but true wise ones are deemed stupid for their courage to challenge corruption
 i live in a world where people justify their denial, deny true acceptance
 and then wonder why life is miserable when they’re sober (or alone)
 i live in world where people construct identities from external distractions
 while our hearts cry silently in sadness cause they’re ignored
 i live in a world where we hide the obvious, make secrets of confessions
 and trust politicians, the media, and neighborhood gossips to beautify broadcast lies
 i live in a world where reality is reconstituted to fit on tv screens
 and real people become the new actors for tv shows that are supposed to reflect the real world
 i live in a world where health is defined as managing sickness
 finance defined as managing debt, public safety as managing the flow of crime
 i live in a world where people will ridicule and oppress you
 but imitate your way of speak to make urban talk mainstream
 (-- and m and m’s now come in white chocolate)
 i live in a world where babies’ mommies raise children with absentee daddies
 and marriage has been redefined to include eventual divorce
 i live in a world where community meetings to discuss activist strategies
 are replaced by celebrity signings of pimps promoting hiphop pornography and thugalusion
 i live in a world where demonstrations for justice are of lesser priority
 than attending freaknics of adult adolescents celebrating their confusion about
 why god gave us sex
 i live in a world where malcolm x is now just the name of a street, dr. king the name of a holiday
 but michael jackson is still the man -- and sometimes michael jordan
 i live in a world where pop stars become pedophiles
 but they still reign as millionaires because their music still sounds good?
 i live in a world where people pay ten dollars to see a movie that grosses millions
 but won’t give hungry bums a quarter to get food or a hit -- like movie stars don’t get high
 i live in a world where latch key kids go home to be babysit by tvs
 learning that liberation is saving a pokemon; happiness: singing with a purple dinosaur
 i live in a world where kids can’t pass standardized math and english tests
 but they can add up to $49.99 to buy the newest video game and decipher the instructions
 i live in a world where youth are taught that beauty is:
 money, light colored skin, thin frames, oversized sexual organs, and a mind that doesn’t say no
 i live in a world where old ladies are scared to get in elevators with young black men
 and then we wonder why young black men don’t give up their seats to old ladies anymore
 i live in a world where teenage sex, stds, abortions, time in jail, criminal records
 and immune deficiencies are considered signs of growth (into adulthood)
 i live in a world where responsibility is treated like amnesia
 and you’re encouraged to forget what you’re supposed to be responsible for
 i live in a world where we can correct the bullshit but don’t
 instead we defend it, resist against, or act like we’re neutral but never move beyond
 -- the bullshit
 i live in the world where few try to change what’s become of the charades we made
 and majorities celebrate that which brings the world closer to destruction
 this is a crazy-ass world i live within
 this is a crazy-ass world in which you wish to be born
 but in spite of all its craziness
 if you come, i welcome your arrival
 to teach you of the less traveled roads that can become your journey
 that you may come to be happy
 that you may come to be cared for
 that you may come to be nurtured, to be whole
 that you may come to be loved
 as i will love you the best i can
 and hope my love is enough to help you overcome
 and not be overcomed by this crazy world
 asahi, perdatta
 my children, my love
 hear this poem i write you
 my unborn children

a greater vessel divine
 
 i told the gypsy lady
 i’m sick of bringing you
 wounded psyches seeking
 psychic interventions of magic crystal balls
 wanting five dollar fortunes of future happy days
 cause i no longer believe an old flame put a curse on me
 so now it’s time
 i break the crystal links of your supposed protection
 which have only liberated more confusion in my mind
 time to stop running
 from the songs of mermaids that reverberate my spiritual waters
 embrace the lotus seeds i’ve planted in my personality mud pies
 cause the stem always rises to the light before it blossoms
 and looking at the reflection of my face in these muddy waters
 i am reminded of
 my mind’s ability to adapt to its own self-destructive tendencies
 and embrace these just like a romantic cherishes getting shot in the ass
 by a cupid
 enough of that
 i’m searching for verses that unlock messianic virtues
 melting my soul with prophetic parables
 cleansing my heart with wisdom
 but in the end this is only a poem
 a poem longing for redemption
 a poem in recovery for atonement
 a poem trying to salvage an eternal moment from all time
 this is just a poem, not that which it speaks of
 
 because it’s become plain to me
 the banshees’ wails i hear foreboding the state
 of a society in smelling distance of its own tomb
 the censure filled with ashes of past aggression and greed
 such that it becomes the fodder of ceremonial incense that burns
 it’s just a matter of if this society will be buried or cremated
 ill-spoken of, forgotten, or celebrated
 as the memory of its corpse rots
 but even this speaks of me
 that i would arrive to live life in this dying society
 and in realizing how this reflects my fate
 i have some work to do
 that’s why i embarked upon this journey of grace
 slept in the shadow of birds’ nests
 endured the starvation of my desires
 that’s why i huddled around campfires of a partially told history
 walked barefoot across the sleeping sands of comfort
 cried in dehydration, thirsty for knowledge
 and in my haste i’ve drank the poisons of pleasure
 blissfully laughing years off my life span -- it was funny at the time
 to only be saved by the antidote of spiritual mercy
 learning that forgiveness includes forgiving my self
 for having danced with temptation, cutting virtuous holes in the rug
 and pressing my sweaty head upon bloody dance floor altars
 i’ve hung my soul upon universal crosses
 nailed stakes of gold into my own wrists and ankles
 to discover the afterlife of truth
 beyond the crucifixion of my ego
 i’ve made sacred pilgrimages into caves of solitude
 and now know angels can be the best of friends
 and in the celestial silence i’ve heard the voice of god
 that’s why i’m really not good at small talk any more
 i’ve caught assassin’s bullets in my head
 shattering the skull of my concepts
 as my brain matter was splattered with the blood of wisdom
 i’ve been stabbed with daggers in the chest
 severing the aorta of emotions from my beating heart
 taking shallow breaths as i bled to deeper depths
 i’ve been jailed and beaten in the weakness of false pride
 but now i see the prize
 cause there are no bars big or wide enough to incarcerate
 the strength of divine humility
 are you feeling me
 as i lay my faith upon altars for human sacrifices
 the priest holding the axe of death over my throat
 but i told you i heard the voice of god and it said
 if you’re willing to die for this
 then be willing to live for it too
 stand and claim your martyrdom
 for ultimate sacrifices were never regulated to death wishes
 just give all that you are
 and let the selfishness of self die
 and commit all that is left to this holy purpose purified
 to become a greater vessel divine

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